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Birthday: 4/16/1981
Gender: Female
Interests: THINGS i LOVE:MUSIC, the smell of old books,good beer,harry potter(yes i'm a geek,no i don't care),sharpened pencils,the way my voice sounds when i sing in the shower,cherry furniture,vintage cars,anything that sparkles,is holographic,or glow-in-the-dark,my guitar,FAERIES,my cheshire cat,STARS,the contrast of black and white,the art of photography,poetry books,odd pins,edward gorey,handmade gifts,playing in the rain during summer,my best friends red hair,playing dress-up,patterned tights and knee-high socks,soymilk,DR. FRANKENFURTER,Day of the Dead art,PIANOS,the smell of hazelnut,suspenders and old man pants,my wuzzles lunchbox,vintage aprons,80's music,POPPIES,New York,SUSHI,a good hug,dictionaries,arm wrestling,stained glass windows,SCRABBLE,dirty jokes,girls that cuss like sailors,kaleidoscopes......i think i'm done.....
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AIM:  Automaticxpet
Member Since:
5/29/2003
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| I finally got off my ass and enrolled in school. Starting april 16th (my birthday!) I will be a full-time student at Miller-Motte Technical College. I'm going to be a medical assistant.
Other than that I've been working...yesterday I went to Knoxville to see Alex off (he's going to Trevor's for 2 weeks in South Carolina) and jesus was that a cryfest.Alex was reaching for me saying "mommy" over and over again;I lost it.I was okay up until that point.I know I'm gonna have him in 2 weeks, but still.He's 6 hours away. That sucks.Trevor's dad almost started crying, which is very strange.But I know he'll be well taken care of, his father is a very capable man, and a damn good daddy.
Also, Ashton will be 7 in less than 2 weeks.Good lord.7.Wow. She's amazing.And smart, and funny, and artistic, and just the best big sister ever.I'm so proud of my children.So, so proud.
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| So I started a new job last week ,cause being a kitchen bitch was getting on my nerves, and I am now working for the Chattanooga Times Free Press...as a telemarketer. Yes, I am the person that calls you and gets on your damn nerves..but I am awesome at it!!! I haven't even been there a week and I've already made my commission plus some!!!
And this will be news to my Knoxvillains, Trevor moved to South Carolina for a few months to get his electrician's license...so yeah.But he will be back.It was just too good an opportunity for him to pass up.
Alex' birthday party was...interesting. We went to Chuck E. Cheese's, and he had fun...Ashton was such a good sister, as always.*sigh* My children amaze me.
Not much else to write about at this moment.....
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| So...I live in Red Bank now,I have a roommate, her name is Lori, we share a 3 story house, and it's AWESOME!!!!I never thought I'd be this lucky to find such a great place to live, with such a cool girl.She's 34 and is a chef.She is such an inspiring woman, and also funny as hell. She's into campy horror flicks and punk rock.How effing perfect.She brought Guitar Hero 3 home last week and we've been cracked out playing it for hours.
I also got a puppy...He's a cute little fluffball and I named him Widget cause he looks like an Ewok.I'm posting a picture of him and Ashton on my Myspace as soon as I get through with this.Lori has a dachsund and she doesn't know what to think of Widget..he chases her around all the time, and she hates it.
So I was totally wrong about living on my own(which I pretty much do;Lori's hardly ever home).
I'm so happy. It's so nice to be independent.....in a couple of weeks I'm going to strip the wallpaper in my bathroom and paint it.I bought cute laundry baskets.I've got to pay my bed off(I'm currently sleeping on my parents old chaise lounge-ooh la la)and I've got to hook up my stereo.But I'm doing it all by myself. And I'm proud of myself.Dammit.
So yeah.Life is pretty good right now. : )
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| Goddammit.
Goddammit goddammit goddammit.
Why do I have to be so hard to deal with?
Browsing on KG makes me sad..the poetry section makes me sad.
Not having a Trevor to call my own makes me sad sad sad.
And the thing is, he gets on my fucking nerves!!!But I'm going to miss things, such as his little tuft of hair on his belly, and his ridiculously long eyelashes,and the way he changes his mind every two weeks about things he's obsessing about(mostly musical equipment),and the way he looks in his glasses,and his big stupid pouty lips....fuck.I'm crying over a boy.A fucking BOY.
A boy who I love.A boy who still makes me stupid.A boy who still manages to take my goddamned breath away.
A boy who is causing me stress,who is making me sad, who is making me cry.A boy who gets under my skin and makes me angry.
Here are some fitting Silverchair lyrics..enjoy.
Maybe your luck has changed
Settle down
Maybe I'm just deranged
And on the rebound
Maybe love was the thing
Holding me back from all
Maybe I'm just the thing
To break my own fall
Take the rope to my heart and fall
You may just be the last before you
See the black tangled heart fall
Maybe departure's good
Makes room for more
Start to mass produce
For a chance to ignore
Maybe you'll kill yourself
Before I get a turn
Maybe I'll fall in love
And never learn
Take the rope to my heart and fall
You may just be the last before you
See the black tangled heart fall
stupid boys.
I'm done...bye-bye
I love you, Libby.... : ) | | |
| Yep, Trevor and I are no longer as of last week...I am currently in Chattanooga looking for a job and an apartment.
Apparently I am too hard to deal with....I just think he doesn't like it when someone doesn't put him on a pedestal or worship him...I can understand his logic though. I can be a little hard to deal with sometimes.
So now I begin my journey alone...I have never lived alone,and honestly, I'm a little scared.I hate being alone, it's terrifying.But I've got to prove it to myself and just do it; anyway, I kinda have to, right?
I'm also excited because I can do MY laundry and wash MY dishes and keep MY apartment clean.Plus, I can decorate how I want to (yay, girly shit).
I'm not terribly sad about my loss of a relationship, because we haven't been very happy for the past few weeks, so it's better for Alex, and we're being extremely civil, we still love each other, we just can't get along.
Speaking of Alex,he's such a clown...anytime he hears music, he shakes his little baby butt and breaks it down.God it's hilarious.We got his hair cut off last month, because everybody thought he was a girl..he's super macho now.He's 20 months old.That's insane.Ashton is going to be in a play tomorrow at the Tivoli, which is the Chattanooga equivalent to the Tennessee Theatre...I'm so proud of her.She's such a smart child.
Well, I'm off to bed...gotta wake up in 5 hours..yay.
goodnight, everyone. <3 | | |
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